So I took a quick glance at last years resolutions to see how I did, umm I did okay I think so lets give it another try. It's funny cause when I was younger I though resolutions were silly. I guess when your a fit happy teen you don't have anything to improve perhaps, but now that I'm a mother and my weaknesses and guilt at not being the perfect EVERYTHING seems to make me think I have room for improvement so lets give it a try again. . . .
1. Since I did great exercising all last year I think I'm going to
add 30 jackknifes and yoga to my daily routine of 30 min. low impact exercise. I've lost 10lbs since last year and am rapidly approaching my goal weight of 110. YAY! by the way if your looking at that number in disgust, take a look at me and you'll see I'm not a twig, I'm a super short person where every pound goes right to my hips. I find it unfair to currently be at 112 and still have disgusting tummy roll. :( hoping the jackknifes will help but also coming to grips that having babies has left a TON of excess skin that will never hold my tummy tight ever again. *sigh*
2. Now that Jaden is in preschool it has helped a lot, but he's still bored and the tv has become too easy a "fix" so I'm going to try again for 1
scheduled activity with him a week and 1 geared towards Bella also I'd like to get down to the recommended 2 hour of tv a day, but I'm going to work into it. :) This will also require less computer time for me that I need to work on.
3.
Keep up my blog. Last year I did project 365 in scrapbooking which ended up being really fun. I felt that perhaps since I print my blog book every year this was kind of redundant and I could use that precious scrapping time on other layouts. But I love the daily life that was recorded and want that to continue on my blog.
4.
Read my scriptures every night. I'll say it, since I've gotten married I've slacked off on my personal spiritual level. I'd like it back since I've discovered improving myself on sheer willpower has not worked and I need some divine help to be the mom I want to be. I felt some guilt after asking though because I realize I'm not doing the things I did when I was younger to stay closer to my Father in Heaven. Even church is less spiritual now that the kids make sacrament meeting a wrestling match. So back to the basics for me. I read every night anyway why not add a chapter or two in the scriptures? I've started this already and decided to start in Moroni and work my way back to the beginning. I've enjoyed this a great deal so far!
5.
Speak positive things and keep my tongue bridled. Being an adult has made me oddly self-conscious. I admire so many people but don't tell them and I find myself judging myself against others for the better or worse. BAD BAD RACHEL!!! I want to be one of those people that genuinely love others. I can't stop my brain from thinking things overnight, but I think it will help if I start by controlling my words. I don't want to be a gossip not even in my own home with my own husband. I want people to know I think they are amazing, my children as well and keep anything else to myself until I can stop being so judgmental of myself and others. I think this is going to be the most difficult of my resolutions, but the road to improvement must start somewhere!
Wish me luck friends! I'm ready for the new year! (good thing since we're 25days into it. :) )